love until your dying day.

Even though i still have no job..

i’m still pumped for this summer. i just got the okay from my dad to paint this room (: so im gonna paint it purple with white woodwork <3 also i found the bracelet that shawn gave me on prom night ive been trying to look for it since i moved down into this room and it was in front of my face the entire time! ugh anywhoo i just cleaned my room and got everything out of it that i do not need or is college related and put it up in the attic. tomorrow, i am going to vacuum and then probably clean my walls and hopefully start to scrape away the wallpaper. i will not be like my brother and father and once they start a project, they take FOREVER to finish it. my brother started his room what seems like months ago and he just recently finished scraping and sanding and hasnt even started to paint his room and he doesnt care. my dad took forever with our living room and the freaking ceiling isnt painted yet! so our living room went from looking hideous because of the scraping to just ghetto looking because the ceiling isnt done! but besides that, i am going on a picnic with shawn adn just spend time with him since i havent really had the time to since summer started until like now and then next saturday he goes away on his cruise and then he’ll be working while i probably sit on the cough because i cant freaking get a job because no where is looking for someone for the summer and the ones that are will make me work til like 1 am and i do not have a car or anything so its kinda difficult. ugh but i guess thats life and i’ll just keep riding on and just hope for the best (: